Eschatology what??

I am sure that everyone has heard the saying "you learn something new everyday." Well, never in my life has this phrase applied so perfectly, as now. Only this time the "something new" is so deep, and so life changing, that it makes all other previous things learned seem mundane.

I just joined a group that studies Eschatology, the study of the end times. At first I was extremely against studying something that I thought would put fear into my life. I figured it just wasn't a subject that I wanted to spend time on, considering we are in the last days...just knowing is obvious enough, right? Most definately not. Though I only spent two hours so far, studying this topic, I am intrigued. It's like I have tasted something so indescribably good, that I can't wait to taste more. It is confusing, and thought provoking, sobering and exciting.

In the few hours since the class, my mind is reeling. I have been faced more than ever before, with how much I lack in Jesus. Though it sounds discouraging, my heart has never felt more alive! I want to fully engage my heart and mind and spirit. I want revelation.

Even in my weekness, He still loves me. God is awesome:)